Dilemma

Time is.....
Showing hints & telling me to let go.....
SHOULD I let go (so reluctant & heavy hearted)
or
SHOULDN'T I let go?? (=.="')
I'm in dilemma.
Feels like crying out loud.
How nice if someone can lend me their shoulder.
And sing me this......

Put your head on my shoulder
Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too

Put your lips next to mine, dear
Won't you kiss me once, baby
Just a kiss goodnight, may be
You and I will fall in love

People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win
If there's a way
I'll find it someday
And then this fool with rush in

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear, baby
Words I want to hear
Tell me, tell me that you love me too.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear, baby
Words I want to hear, baby
Put your head on my shoulder


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^ sIgH ^

* dilemma smurfie *

Random

Extremely busy today.
So many calls today.
Most of it from audit. So horrible~!!!!
Really blur me off the whole day.
Have to close account and entertain auditors at the same time.
Sighhhhhh~!!!!!!!
And my babe came to me telling me that she feel so bored.
But i can't entertain her.
Sorry babe.
She ask me to look into her assignment too but no time yet.
Hmmmm......Sorry yer sayang.
Will look into it in few days time.
Hehehehe~!!!!!

And now 7pm.......
I ended up at another office doing some filing.
Damn it......
Summore i'm alone here.
I'm so pityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feel like crying~!!!!!!
Haven't take my dinner yet summore.
Si beh Kolien~!!!!!!
Hou Ho Lin ar~!!!!!!!

But den......
Still can spare some time to update my blog.
Hehehehehe~!!!!!
Curi Curi Tulang here.


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^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

WheeHeee~!!!!!

Nothing much interesting happen today.
Crap nonsense whole morning.
And met someone familiar during lunch at McD.
I can't take my eyes of her.
Cuz she just too good to be true.
Whahahahaha~!!!!!!
My college gurlfwen.
She say I look great.
Can dress up like dolly to work.
Eeeee......My face turn pinkish.
Hehehehe~!!!!

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K den.....

^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

Nonsense

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I put on my new earring.

Mickey Mouse.
Mousy....Mousy....
Hehehehe......
Mom say my earring looks weird.
But then i don't care.
Is me who putting it on.
And i think it look nice on me.
Looks marvelous.
Even on my babe.

See that.....Ladies & Gentleman??

My babe......We using same earring.
Just that different color.


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Feel so mou liew (bored) today.
Feel so sick today.
Feel so hot today.
Feel so dull today.
Feel so tired today.
Feels like monkeying around.
Feels like jumping here and there.
Feels like going for a swim at the beach.
Feels like going for sun-tanning.
Feels like going for sight-seeing (on handsome).
Wah....Lots of 'FEELS LIKE & FEEL SO'
Hmmmm......Nevermind.
I start doing this since my colleague busy with her work.
Start cam-whoring myself.
Wheeeheheehhehe~!!!!

Snap from the side.

Snap from the front. Eew....Look so Horrible.
Look so Pui Pui aka Fat Fat~!!!!!

Wheeee.....Look so NAUGHTY.
What to do.....Nobody to naughty with.
So naughty around with my camera.
Hehehehehe~!!!!!

Can't wait for my naughty friend to come back from Saigon.
My naughty baby busy with lots of work as well.
*Such a boring DAY*



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* smurfie *

KungFu Panda (DRAGON WARRIOR)

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From L to R: Monkey, Viper, Panda the Po, Shifu, Tai Lung

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Watched KUNGFU PANDA lastnite.
The movie was great.
Really make me laugh my butt butt off.
Real entertainment for me.
Heheheheh~!!!!!
Such a big kid rite?? Even sis say me so.
I love CARTOON ba.

Guess what??
The Panda really look like someone.
REALLY~!!!!!!
NO TIPU~!!!!!
Exactly PUNYER.
Can see his shadow within him SOMEMORE.
Am i dreaming o wHat??
But its TRUE. Just like him, Mr. Armyman.
Hahahahahah~!!!!!!
Sorry ya. Really look alike ba.

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p/s: Should watch Kungfu Panda.
Can learn some morale value from HIM.

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Yesterday is a history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.
Thats why we called it PRESENT.

^ WheeHeee ^

* smurfie *

so sad i miss the Kungfu Panda Collection at McD. Sigh~!!!

Mooddddyyyyyy~~!!!!!!

SOOOOOOOO BORRRRRRIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGG~!!!!!!!
TODAY, EVENTHOUGH IS SUNNY DAY,
IT SEEMS LIKE A STORMY DAY TO ME.
WITH ALL THE DARK CLOUDS, LIGHTNING & THUNDERSTORM.
ARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH~!!!!!!!
WHY SOOOOO???????
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY CERTAIN PEOPLE....
SO F**KING NOSY.
NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS ALSO WANT TO KEPO KEPO.
WE HAVE OUR OWN RIGHT TO DO OUR OWN THING.
IS OUR FREEDOM TO DO WHAT SO EVER THING
WE WISH TO DO.
WHETHER IN CRAZY WAYS O ORDINARY WAYS.
ALL UP TO US WAT.
ISH~! ISH~! ISH~!
SEEMS LIKE BEING CONTROLLED.
WHEN I SEE HIM JUST,
TOTALLY STRESSSSSSS UPPPPPP~!!!!!!
SO DAMN HYPO.
WHO HE THINK HE WAS?????
GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!!!!


SOOOOO DAMMMMNNNNN BEH SOOONNNNGGGG HERE.
SO DAMMMMNNNNN UNNNHAAAPPPPYYYY.......
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

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^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

Earrings~!

I've mentioned that I bought few pairs of earrings.
I had nothing to do but shop for earrings.
I bought a pair for my babe as well.
I asked her which color she opt for.
Then she told me white color.
So I took the brown one.
Then I sent mms (my earrings) to the panda eyes caller.
Let me quote the msg. It goes like this......
"Hmm, big round ones wid hearts and
big rings with flower look ok.
It looks a bit loud but dat's who you are (which means ME).
Mickey Mouse??? Nehhhh~!!!!
Others look normal only."

Mine~!!!!

For my BABE
(Hope she will like it)

Pandai pandai he comment. Hahahaha~!!!!
Anyway, love his comments.
He alwiz complain dat i love to kacau him.
Hmmm.....
Dats what a NOTIE cum CRAZY PANDA EYES use to do always.
You should know bout dis from the beginning.
Hehehehehhe~!!!!!

This morning so funny.
7 early 8 early panda eyes caller text me.
Millions of question he don't ask but ask me
What is my favorite song?? *Sweat*
Seems like dreaming only.
Then i replied......."CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OF YOU"
Wow......He called but I din manage to answer.
Cause mom.fm. start at the back there.
*Phew*..... Lucky i manage to turn off the MOM.FM.
Then later in the afternoon, panda eyes caller called.
He told me a joke.
He hum the calsberg advertisement song 2 years back.
Which was my favorite song. Hahaha~!!!!
And so coincident, the calsbergs lorry just next to him.
And he didn't notice it.
Hmmm......
I wished i was there that time.
Then i will hum louder.
Let the whole world hears it.
Let the lorry driver hears it.
Who knows i might get free crack of calsberg. (Dream on)
Kih~! Kih~! Kih~!

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K then.
Gudnite to all my dears and babes......
Hehehe......
Going to crash to bed.
Start my romantic dream.

^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

PAPA'S DAY

Is Father's Day.
Mom said we are going to have dinner nearby my office.
At first i thought we are going to have dinner at home.
Mom gonna cook delicious food tonight.
But end up, NO~!.
The reason was, she is not feeling well.
Maybe because she felt so sick at the market this morning.
The new market at Stutong.
Was so stuffy when they're having their breakfast there.
Sis complaint she can breathe at all.
All vege seller, seafood seller, babi seller and etc in town,
move to the new market.
Haven't been there yet. I don't like to follow mom to the market.
So stinky cause they selling Yiu Cha Kueh.
EeEe......So geli.
Sometimes mom ask me to do breakfast at the market,
I said loudly NOOOOOOO~!!!!!
Heheheheh~!!!!!

Anyway, I would like to wish everyone out there....
The current Papa, going to be Papa & Future Papa....
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY~!!!!
^ Hugs & Kisses ^
^ Cheers ^

Luv......Audrey

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So boring.....
Dats why posted a few posts.
Hehehehe~!!!!!


* smurfie *

Swt!!!!!!

Woke up so late today.
Round 11++ am.
So piggy rite??
Lack of sleep lately.
Mom teases me having PANDA EYES ready.
Sigh~!!!!!!
Not only mom. Someone out there also address me as Panda Eyes.
So bad of you. Hehehehehe~!!!!
But i still admit that I'm having my Panda Eyes.
Since peep address me Panda Eyes,
I want to watch Kungfu Panda.
Some say.....U're no longer lil kid. Why still watch cartoon??
Aiyo....Watch CARTOON also need to look at our AGE??
Young, middle age, old, very very old,
Still can watch CARTOON wat.
AGE DOESN'T MATTER.
I love CARTOON!!!!!
Nutsssss......
Sigh~!!!!!

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End here den.
Catch up later.

^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

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Woke up at 930 a.m. this morning.
Was waken up by a phone call.
The caller teases me for waking up late. *Sweat*
Its Saturday my dear.
Hehehehe~!!!!

Then mom ask me to go over to Maxis to pay phone bill.
And help sista boy boy to convert his number to our line as well.
I ask younger sis to take her shower fast and join me.
While she's taking her shower,
i manage to login msn and received a msg.
Guess what??
Someone reminds me on PIZZA.
Make me feel so bad. Forgot to treat that lil boy to PIZZA.
Don't worry my dear, I will keep my promises.

After that, me and sisters went over to Jade Pot for lunch.
And I dated my babe as well. Wheeeheeee~!!!!
Feel so excited to see my babe there.
We had long lunch there.
So coincident my sis n my babe wore the same shirt.
I laugh my butt butt of the chair.
Really laugh out loud.
Everyone look at me.
Malu nyer.
Hehehehehehe~!!!!!

After lunch, Babe said she had something on.
So i end up gallivanting at Tun Jugah with sistas.
So boring. I bought few pairs of earrings and 1 for my babe.
Mickey Mouse logo earrings for the two of us.
She took White and i took Brown.

Went to Spring again.
Just been there on Friday Nite.
I had nothing to do so measure the whole building.
See how spacious it was.
So wu-liao.
Hehehhe~!!!

Mom calling. She asked where we have been the whole day.
What time ready still gallivanting out there.
After i hung up, we go home straight.
But sis ask me to drop by Choice Daily.
She want to get her baking ingredients.
While waiting for her, someone bang my car and scratch it a bit.
Damn it......What the F**k.
Hit and Run. Some more was a lady.
I was so mad about it.
I just don't understand why most of the lady so poor in driving.
Lucky my babes is not like that.
Luv my babes to bits. Hehehehe~!!!!

Thereafter, i go home and tell mom bout it.
She don't sound good and ask me to inform Dad.
Dad look ok with it and help me to polish it.
And I end up doing laundry.
After laundry, waited for mom and sis to come back for dinner.

After dinner, MOVIE time.
Went for movie (The Incredible Hulk) with Yan Wu.
Only the two of us. The rest can't make it.
The movie was GREAT.
I met lots of peeps there.
My olden days friend;
My god brother n gurlfren;
My godbro teases me.
Hehehehhe~!!!! So bad of u.

Till then~!!!!!

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^ tOOdLe ^

* smurfie *

SuMMer SuMMer

2nd Day

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Morning Breeze. So foggy and cold.
I woke up very early.
Toilet was full house so i use the public toilet outside.
Promise Mr. Casey to join him for BREAKFAST.
I met him outside the lounge.
He was enjoying the foggy scenery and
the sound of music that the sea play.
Guess what he question me early in the morning
while I'm still very blur.
He ask me, do i still remember what i've told him
the nite before.
Den i go.......Huh~!!! * =.="' *
In my mind, did i tell him anything stupid.
I recap back and remember I'm not drunk.
I'm still sober wor.
What i remember was, we date each other for breakfast nia.
Nothing other then the breakfast date.
EeEe......Frightened me off nia 7 early 8 early.
Hehehehe......

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After breakfast, off we go separate way.
Mr. Casey attend his meeting.
And I went back to the room to change into my bikini.
Around 10 a.m., we go to the pool.
Start cam-whoring.
Wheeeeheeeee~!!!!!

Pia & Maria

Mary.....Me and Foong suntanning behind.

Pia & Me


Me & Mary

Yi Qing & Mary
Yi Qing was so damn adorable.
When it comes to cracking jokes,
She will definitely link it to Maria (She Gui).
They are trying to trigger her nerves whole nite long.
*Sweat*
Wonderful......
No matter how they bully her,
She won't get angry o wat so ever.
Hehehehhee.......
Love her to bits.

Group Photo (taken by Mr. Casey)

Me & Youngest sista (taken by Mr. Casey)

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~ tHe EnD ~
All about my summer trip to Puri.
Next will be my comment on Puri.
Stay tune.
Hehehehehe..........


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^ tOOdLe ^
*smurfie*

SuMMer SuMMer

The Nite

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Cam-whoring among themself.
While me and Foong was enjoying our happy hour
@ the bar.

Phewitt~! Sexy nyer....

Cam-whoring myself b4 i take my shower.
Was a bit tipsy ready after a jug of beer.
Kih~! Kih~! Kih~!

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Continue cam-whoring after i took my shower
and dinner.

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Drinking session START.
Yahoooooo~!!!!!!

Start mixing.....VODKA + 7 UP.

Cheers Sweetheart~!!!!

Kih~! Kih~! Kih~!

Cheers GURLS~!!!!

Yammm.........Seeeengggggg~!!!!!!

See what happen after drinking. *Sweat*

EeEe.....What am i doing??
Harassment wor. Opppssss~!!!!
Don't report mata (police) yer.
Tidak sengaja eh.

Oh No.....Start being miang. Hahahahah~!!!!!

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After drinking session among ourself,
I was so bored in the room.
Start monkeying around.
Can't sit still anymore.
The music out there was so loud and tempting.
MMA was having their informal NITE @ DAMAI PURI.
Too bad, dat nite rain quite heavily.
So they move inside.
I told the gurls i wanna join them.
I wanna join the CROWD.
Therefore, i approach one of them
for permission to join them.
Hurrayyyy~!!!!!
They welcome us.
Sooooooo..........
We enjoy the NITE.
Start dancing.
Dance like nobody watching us.

I love the lady in dress. She's wonderful.
Really want to give her a sloppy kiss on her cheek.
Hehehehehehe~!!!!!

End the nite.........
They're so WONDERFUL.
Hmmmmm.......
Where is MR. CASEY???
Calling for MR. CASEY~!!!!!
Calling! Calling!
Maybe he's too shy to join us.
Heheheheheh~!!!!!
Anyway, I really enjoy the nite.
Thank you very muchie......
For giving me all this sweet memories.
It makes my trip so wonderful and interesting.



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^ tOOdLe ^

*smurfie*

SuMMer SuMMer

DAYTIME (1ST DAY)

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Wheeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!

Summer holiday at Damai Puri.
We went in a group of 8 person which is all gurls.
We book the room a month earlier.
Me and sis drive up and the rest took shutter.
They arrive earlier and waited for us.
One of my gurl ordered her drink.
Look like......Sooooo yum yum~!


Once arrive, i checked in.
*Sweat~!!! The lady ask for deposit.
What the heck~!!!!
The room is fully paid and still ask for deposit.
Really shucksssssssssss........
Ish ish ish~!!!!

Off we go to the room.
Bell boy send our luggage to the room.
Then i kepo around touch here and there inspect the room.
Macam Inspector Gadget only. Hahahaha~!!!!!
Awhile later, the rest of the gurl came.
I rest while they take their sweet time putting on their sexy suit.
I've put on mine before i depart from home.
See....How smart am i?? Hehehe~!!!
While they're changing, I was so hungry.
So i hunt for food like a lil mouse.
At last i found my mi in cup.
Yummie~! Yummie~!

Our food which last for 3 days.
+
A bottle of VODKA
Wheeeee~!!!!!

Before i finish my mi, they went off to the beach first.
Here are some photos taken at the beach on the 1st day.
Enjoy it.

WRESTLE aka WWF @ the beach

Wheee.....Look at the referee.

Look at Foong. Pia drop. Hahaha~!!!

EeEe.....Carry her only. How bout me??

Then they play who stronger. Hehehe....

Wah....Tao Pia wor.

Phewittt.....Foong is the strongest among all.

WAAAAAAAARRRRRHHHHHHH~!!!!!!
Play ROUGH.

Before.....See wat happen next??

After......EeEe~!!! So HORNY~!

DAMN HORNIEEEE~!!!!

Our group picture. Aiksss~! One missing wor.

After beach session, we head to the pool.
Guess WAT~!!!! The pool got jacuzzi.
So i massage my butt butt there.
Shuk i massage my butt butt there.
Hahahahah~!!!!!!
Here are some photos taken @ the POOL.

The ROBOTIC game. START.....

Take a shot 1st b4 we start. Yeahhhh....

Arrrrrggggghhhhhh~!!!!!! ATTACKKKK~!

EeEe~!!! Attack from the back eh....UNFAIRRRRRR~!

Dats why they won the game.



Start cam-whoring ourself.

From L to R: Me, Pia, Mary & Yi Qing aka Kim

Yeahhhhhhh~!!!! She won the robot game.

Oh no~!!!! The other two start to sink.

Nice scenery.

We went back to the beach again.
Continue shooting.

Phew.... I look so hornie leh. Hehehe.....

They say i look so miang like dis. Sob :( Sob :(

She's so adorable so as the rest. *Winks*

Nearer shot.

See....How much we love each other.

From L to R: Me, Ching Han, Pia & Sis.

Guess wat we're looking at??





Beauties~!

Another pic.

I love this shot. COOLLLLL~!

Nice shot.

We believe we can fly. Fly up to the sky. Just like a bird.
Heheheheheh~!!!!!

Last.....A picture of me. Tara~!!!!


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To be continue......

^0^ tOOdLe ^0^

*smurfie*